But honestly, sometimes you have to produce your own lemons, and life definitely doesn’t just give them to you, ja’feel? Life doesn’t just wander around like Oprah saying, “you get a lemon! you get a lemon! & you get a lemon!”, and we all know you won’t get a lemon at Toyota of Orange. . .(literally laughing at myself right meow) okay I’m done.
In my life I’m kind of experiencing a lemon shortage at the moment.
**SIDE NOTE**. . .before we get started, this is not a blog to complain & whine about all the wrongs in my life because don’t get me wrong, there are many rights! But I like to think I’m not the only one struggling, and maybe you, you beautiful human that is reading this, can relate.
I lost my job whilst I was in Australia. Sorry, there’s no way to ease into that one. Thankfully, I have a few jobs, but I lost my “main source of income” job. Cut to me trying not to freak out & flippin’ that “hustle” switch ON. Then, after years of being single, like truly, deathly single, I met a guy. It wasn’t just a guy, and I wasn’t jumping into, oh this is “THEE guy”, but nonetheless he showed much more promise than any other I had come across. Some people would say life sneaks in, I would say Jesus walked right up and gave me yet another nice rude awakening when the situation turned out to be just like the rest of them. It’s a bit depresso because I was always the hopeless romantic. I was always the friend that made the other friend say, “Oh Kenzie”, accompanied by an impressive eye roll & smile. With how dating works these days (if you could literally even call it that) I’ve turned into the jaded friend. Now I’m the friend who has mastered the eye-roll, and thinks every breathing dude is a joke.
So here I am, one job short & one boy less. . .again. It’s the circle of life, amiright? Or at least, it’s the circle of Makenzie’s life for the last 4 years. Everything happens for a reason. Every single, breathing, living, situation happens for some reason to one day bring my life full circle.
Boy am I ready for when life (Jesus) decides on giving me a lemon. A shiny, juicy, bright, yellow lemon that I get to call m i n e because you best believe I’m gonna be making some lemonade with it whilst listening to Beyonce.
dress :: Show Me Your MuMu
hat :: Lack of Color
necklace :: Trust Jewelry
necklace :: Trust Jewelry
boots :: Free Peoplenot every day is a good day, live anyway.
not all you love will love you back, love anyway.
not everyone will tell you the truth, be honest anyway.
not all deals are fair, play fair anyway.